Okay, so I'm reading Gone With the Wind while I'm at desk and I'm literally reading the words where Rhett finally confesses to Scarlett that he loves her. "But I do want your mind and your heart, and I'll never have them, any more than you'll ever have Ashley's mind" and everything that goes on with that. Well as I'm reading it, my mind suddenly turns the radio back to my attention and that song, "Just the Girl" is playing. The one that always reminds me of Rhett's thoughts toward Scarlett and I just thought that it was really random and funny and felt the need to write to you. But I am on Ryan's computer so I'm going to go. Write back to me on this, we need to keep it up! I love you! Love Always, Miranda
Hello darlink,Made a new layout. I know we don't really write in this much during the summer but, maybe if we don't get to work the same hours we can make use of it. <3bises,Christine
First of all: I love you!Second of all: I'm going to make a "Jasmine and Belle" playlist on my computer. So far, I'm including: I'm starting off with 'Everybody Wants to Rule the World' and going on from there. Do you have any suggestions?Also: I want to make some "driving" cds for when we go out driving/doing things this summer, and do you have any suggestions for that either? These could go in our scrapbook too! :DLOVE YOU!
The Pow Wow Group Page!
AIEE!I'm so excited about going that I can hardly contain myself. I've been making lists upon lists upon lists of stuff I need to bring.Also...have you ever been to this site? It's really awesome, it casts your entire chart for you, and I thought you might like it.So, when are you coming home to pack (I'm assuming that you are coming home to pack)? Did Julie get a hold of you? She really wants to hang out on Friday, which sounds like fun...neither of us have seen her in forever. WEEE!!! I hope you don't read this until after you get everything done, I'd hate to break your concentration. :) But YAY I'm so excited, and I can't wait...I haven't been on an airplane in a really long time, and I've never been to Rhode Island, and I hope we get to run around and be obnoxious during the layover in D.C. EEEEE!!!!!!::bouncy::I love airports.Eeheheeee!! Oh, God, all your friends are going to think that I'm a huge spaz cos I'll be giggling and squeaking and bouncing all over the place, if what I'm doing now is any indication of how I'll be then...This is so exciting, though!! We've never gone on a trip without an authority figure present! I'm so glad that we're going together...Let's see...Things We Have To Do While in Disney or Else We Will Never Forgive Ourselves:1.) Space Mountain!2.) Test Track!3.) Mission: Space!...I can't remember what else. Weeeeeee!! I bought three disposable cameras at CVS because I'm cheap and I really, really don't want to have to buy them while I'm down there. Also, I don't have a spiffy digital camera. :( I wish I did, because that would make things a lot easier. I was thinking about buying one for the trip, but since it's expensive already it seems like it probably wouldn't be a good idea.YAY! <3Write back to me so that we can share our excitement with the world. <33333
So, I found this on Tarot.com and it's incredibly accurate. So much so that I almost cried when I read the compatibility. It's meant as if we were romantically involved but... dear Lord. Just read it and you'll understand my amazement. Sincerly,DeniseDenise, your Heart's Desire is 9 This is soo meYou want to be of service to the world. Your deepest satisfaction comes from knowing that you have advanced the cause of humanity.Your ideals are of the highest order. You are a perfectionist. You strive to make the world a utopia; to make each person's lot in life better; to become perfect yourself. One of your challenges in life is to strive toward your lofty goals and at the same time recognize the good you are doing.You like and are fascinated by people from all walks of life. Human nature is a lifelong study for you. You are highly intuitive, but not an especially good judge of character. You are a bit naive, as well, thinking perhaps that all people have the same values as you.You dream of having the resources to immediately relieve the suffering of others, whether it is economic, physical, or psychological.You are gifted with a good mind and a great deal of wisdom, which makes you a natural teacher, counselor, or healer.As much as you desire to be of service to others, you also crave fame and the approval of the masses. Much of the energy you expend in life is directed toward putting yourself before an audience, most often as a salesperson whose product provides some social good; as a philanthropist; or an artist.You are attracted to the arts as a vocation, especially as an actor, photographer, or writer. But whatever your profession, any involvement in the arts, even as a hobby, will provide you with a deep and lasting satisfaction.Secretly, you dream of having a big impact on the world. Others may see this as egotism, especially when you are still young. But your concern for others is genuine. You must apply yourself in this direction in order to become psychologically whole and personally satisfied.Your vision is on the crowds of people, which can cause you to overlook the needs of those closest to you. You need personal love as well, but have a tendency to put your needs in the background. Still, you are a loving person, and only need to be reminded to direct and demonstrate that love to those nearby. If, however, you are focused exclusively on the masses, people will perceive you as distant and a bit aloof.You are emotional, and sensitive. You can also be moody and critical. You have high expectations for yourself and others. This can cause you much anger when your expectations are unfulfilled. One of your most important life lessons is to forgive.Because you are striving hard to attain high ideals, you may think of yourself as superior to others. Arrogance is a trap many 9s fall into. The danger is that arrogance cuts you off from the thing you love the most: people.Your happiness and contentment are therefore highly dependant on the ease with which you are able to serve and influence mankind.It is the paradox of your Heart's Desire that you receive by giving. Both your material success and spiritual satisfaction are made possible through service and sacrifice to others.Christine , your Heart's Desire is 20/2 Scary ehYou want peace and harmony in all aspects of your life. You want to devote your life to someone or something. You fall in love easily. You are extremely sensitive and emotional. You can be sentimental and you cry at sad stories. You need friends and society.You appreciate the refinements of life. You desire comfort and security. You have refined taste, and can be a connoisseur. You love music and possess a good deal of musical talent.Your sensitivity is actually a symptom of your highly developed intuition. But you must learn to trust it.You are a gentle soul and shy away from confrontation as long as possible. You experience a battle within when you do not believe you can handle a situation; this may have a paralyzing effect on you.You prefer to give in when you should assert yourself. You must learn to be more decisive. Very often, you are afraid to use your own power in the face of someone else's aggressiveness. You incorrectly perceive yourself to be in a weaker position; you may ultimately give in merely to avoid a fight.Conversely, you are extremely diplomatic and tactful. You like to accomplish things through quiet persuasion. You dislike force.You have to fight uncertainty and doubt. You need to develop confidence and a willingness to stand up for what you believe to be right.You function best in a supportive role, guiding the more public person in quiet, unobtrusive, yet essential ways.Your Heart's Desire's compatibility is 9 and 2 This assumes where in a relationship but just look at how true this is for both of us. It's freaking eerie!Whereas Christine is open and easy going in matters of the heart, Denise is more careful and perhaps distant. In fact, Denise knows that it is in part this care, this need to maintain a safe distance, that has caused passed relationships to crash. It is not easy for Denise to be deeply involved in a relationship and trust that it is safe to act un-inhibited, unselfconsciously. On the other hand, it is natural for Christine to respond to the moment without first having to weigh possible consequences. Christine can be immediate, responsive and fearless like a child and, just like a child, feel totally safe.Always seeking the shelter of the inner world, Denise needs to learn to let go, to surrender to the heart, if this relationship is to endure and grow.You can give love and friendship left and right, Denise, there is no shortage of love in you. On the contrary. The number nine is self-sacrificing and generous to a fault. Maybe that is the way you release all the love in you. A problem exists only when this love comes too close to the inner Denise. As long as there is some distance, you feel safe. The moment someone attempts to step into your inner world, you have a tendency to close the doors.Christine , you are very different. You will certainly invite Denise to share even the deepest moments, without inhibition. But when Denise backs away from that, Christine , you may well respond with confusion, jealousy and resentment.As you may have realized by now, the two and the nine don’t get along too well. Although both are caring, loving numbers, the idealistic nine gives to the world and to strangers, while a much more emotionally involved two focuses on one person as the object of its love.Interestingly, the two and the nine can form powerful alliances in other circumstances, particularly in business. Between the two of them, they can negotiate and influence just about anyone or anything. It is in matters of the heart that their needs and desires are not very compatible.All this can be countered, albeit with some effort. Denise, you would help yourself and Christine if you could “loosen up” a bit. Relax the constant vigilance and allow yourself to be more responsive to the moment.Christine , you should try to understand that Denise’s need for some distance doesn’t mean the love is not real, or not as strong as yours. If you are able to keep that in mind, you’ll be able to build a peaceful, enjoyable relationship. A relationship, by the way, that can also be very prosperous if you are smart enough to take advantage of the powerful alliances the two and the nine allow for, especially in the business world.
Sorry, I tried to write earlier in the week but I just didn't get around to it. So, I saw that you are probably going to Canada this summer! That is awesome and I will definitely travel up to visit. And you can show me your French and I can show off how "boston" I am. haha. How does it all work? Are you going through the school? The only reason I regret going to Salem is because our Education program doesn't send us to England the way Salem's does. Eh, such is life. I'm glad things are doing okay with you and Ricky. I mean, it stinks that he still kinda loves you and all but at least you get to go to the prom! Have you thought about your dress? It's weird, not going prom dress shopping. It's weird that we've been in college for two damn years. Something tells me these next two are going to fly by the way these two did. I still can't believe he didn't fess up to telling his mother about you. But I'm sorry, his mom definitely would've have come up to the conclusion on her own even after looking at the pictures. And you have a point, he needed a week to come up with that. haha. I'm glad you're just letting it slide off. Have you talked to Brendan? You too really need to hang out. If anything, you might at least realize you want nothing to do with him. Speaking of guys. Brian and I got into a huge fight at 1:00am the night of Valentine's Day. Oh my God Chrissy, you have no idea how scary it was. After about an hour all I could do was run upstairs and sob to Alli for a couple of hours. I would've called you but it was 2:00am. I don't quite know even what happened. All the weekend before I had been really testy with him and now that I've looked back I'm pretty sure that it was basically because he and I have basically been living together and I'm not ready for that. On top of it, marriage came up a lot in group conversion and although I absolutely adore thinking about getting married Brian definitely started pushing the "us" getting married. You know me and my fears of commitment. So here's the solution even before I tell you what happened. Him and I are taking a full week where we sleep in our own rooms, then we'll go to spending the nights as sparingly as we can. The other thing is that Alli and Dave know about it. I think it's funny that I have yet to tell the two people with whom I am closest. But you know me, talking is so much easier and they are here. But anyway, you guys are all going to know about it so that if it starts becoming a continuing thing like Greg then I'll have all of you on my back.So, the story. Like I said, I was acting really defensive and stuff all week and basically picking fights with him. Well, he was annoying me all day and I was going down at 1:00 to talk to him about what was bothering me. But to little things up later I sent him this link to these little tiny houses but told him not to open it until I got there. Well I get there and I notice that the link is closed so I asked if he closed it and he said he had saved the page and that he only saw the top one. I got the sense that he wasn't being exactly honest so I kept asking him if he had seen the whole page and then after about 5 minutes he finally said he had. I don't know I slipped into this frenzy and started to panic because if he's lying to me about insignificant stuff, then what is he going to do about the real stuff. He then started apologizing and I don't the way he was doing it reminded so much of Greg. I kept asking him to shut up because he was reminding me of Greg and I didn't want to think about it but he would stop. Then he started crying and apologizing and I just lost it. Greg was everywhere. It was terrible and so I tried to leave but he didn't let me. In an attempt to get me to stay he gripped my arms so much that it really hurt and only more when I struggled. Then he stepped in front of me and started loudly panicking. At this point the door was open and everyone on his floor is awake with their doors open and I know we are now making a scene. Literally, everything reminded me of Greg. I didn't know what to do. This in some ways hurt more because of how much I love Brian. It was absolutely terrible. After talking to Alli and Dave I finally talked to him and we were able to work things out. I told him that if he ever touches me like that again unless he was saving me from a train or something, we will break up. There will be no other chance, and I don't care what his reasoning is. He said his reason was that he was trying to calm me down which I can understand. I was a basket case but yeah. At somepoint, we'll talk about it. But I wanted to let you know and this has been the only time in which to do it. But yeah, things seem better now. Of course I'm still very stand-offish. I wish I wasn't but I can't seem to help it. Hopefully, over time I will be able to get over it. But yeah.In other news, I was wondering if you could make me an Aladdin/Jasmine icon and an Eoywin/Faramir icon. You make such great icons! So that would be soo cool if you could. Also, I meant to tell you that I started a visual journal. And yes, I've actually drawn in it. The pictures suck but that's okay since I don't want anyone to ever see it. But anyway, I need to go work desk. I'll talk to you later love. You and I need to go on an adventure at some point! I love you! Hug, Kiss, Bye ::Muah::Love Always, Miranda
( Oh! And this is the poem thing I meant when I texted you before.Collapse )
I love you, darlink! <3